Let me start by saying that im seriously having doubts of what im going to do now...
Ive yet to set my priorities and where to place my commitment... Trying to do something abt it... somehow or rather things aren't going as what i had alrdy planned... its kinda f-up now... as of now i dont have any plans but just to live life thats it...
Since the last update.. hmm
ok im currently in charge for the cyber corner for the mosque... and still wondering what to do with it...
ok.. hmm
lwets talk abt today...
Morning i had West Council meeting... saturday Morning NCC HQ?
yes no life i know.. ya for ur info A New WEST coming ur way.. for non-ncc dont understand? nvm...
rite after that i head down back to the west side to meet up wit fityan crew to headdown to Madrasah Wak Tanjong for their 5o yrs Jubilee... so yeah din had Van so he dorve us to Wak Tanjong... then hang arnd walk arnd the whole sch... watch Hijjaz Live and i can seriously say that they can sing live.. power... Saw HER!
im like ok from no mood.. seeing her im alrdy like ok chill2.. yeah here come the best part i just look at her didnt smile or say hello like wth?? well we chatted at msn once in a while... so ya i just look at her from far.. ouh ya just to add on i saw my cuz Kak Ain she's teaching there and Zumro which i dunnoe how to say but we're related .. ouhk back to her... i serious didnt talked to her at all??
then we walked arnd again then decide to make our way for late lunch.. so yeah
here comes the crashing part i wanted to say gdbye but when i wave she was like not looking at me or was she... dunnoe.. thats the crashing part down.. iwas so arghh dunoe what to say...
then inside the van.. didnt quite showed it.. but seriously inside...hmm..
when to some place at bedok dunnoe where then ate.. spend my whole 10 bucks... on food...
Then we when to kent ridge park.. thats when i thought wanted to be hyper as usual but cant like wth!... i was slowly emoing... till when we head down to the next place vivo then i started to emo... just keep quite to myself.. ya just follow the crowd....till a point inside the van when din said ehk win diam jek? patah hati pe.. then i was like arghh ... yeah man like totally... and to add on shc starting MONDAY!.. im so not prepared at all for sch.. wth...
Just hope that i somehow could connect wit her.. or the best part we're not meant to be in the first place...
Alone.Again.
Gotta pack things for kayaking which i dont have mood to go!
well thats it for now
Love is acceptance. When you love someone, you take them into your heart and that is surely why it hurts so much when we lose someone we love... because we lose a part of ourselves
well till here then
To be continued...
