1stly...
Hari Raya With WJLA [Wah-jia-lat-ah]
Everything was great.. the company and all.. was great...
hmm the crowd itself tells evrything....
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Hari Raya Bonanza 08...
Well i had the fear that something somewhere wasnt right during the start of the event.. well as it went on.. everything wenr on as planned... the programme and all... i believe almost evrything went on just great!!.. This might be too late but again i would like to thank evryone that have involve with the planning of it!!...
Sch
Been fine well for the fact that i cabot my thurs lesson for challange quest... yeah others i believe its just rite.. timetable and all.. i hope that i could really score this sem... GPA 4!!! i hope... But with the stricter attendance i amy have a problem wif attendance part...
Just came back From Fityan Raya!!
start of late but one hacked of raya-ing.. i did enjoy myself.. and i hope the rest enjoy too!!
With the great company and all.. hmm if i were to list it out... it would be a long one! ahaha
On a serious note...
amidst fo all this nice happenings all around me... deep inside im crashing down like hell!!.. only god knows what i am going through right now... Well how its always me to get all the shits.. when im trying to tell something which is really true.. its always bout me giving excuses but in actual fact its the real fact.. but hey who want to listen to shit ass uy like me... im seriously pisst off !!! For the fact that im always the one who lends my ear to them.. listening to their problem and all.. if i can help i will try my very best to help the least thing i do would be just listen!! BUT when it comes to my turn.. when i have problem! who do i turn to?? they dont even one to listen and IF they listen it wont help at all in the end, sometimes make it worst!. which totally F-up big time.. I been patient too long.. very long.. and im still holding in!.. all the crap shits.. Its Always about me.>!??? issit fair tell me people!! issit FAIR!!! ?? They live a simple and happy life WHY CANT I??? Cant they just listen to my side for Once.. just once.. Then when i try to propose an idea for example.. they wont listen but when the exact same idea comes from another person they will be like ahh ya! WTF!!! Cmon la dont i deserve any form of respect!!.. And please DONT COMPARE ME WITH MY TWIN!! Yes we may be twin but that doesnt mean we share the SAME Life... he has his... i have MY OWN Life!! ... Why must it be always him that get the name... why isnt my achivements good enough?? I may have screw my O lvls and im in ITE
SO whaT??? i dont deserve to be looked upon?.. When i looked back i realise that i really ahve a good leadership but till someone thinks im total crap shit back in sec 2 till i lost all my Self esteem and became Something that i thought i never be a loner... Recalling evrything back... How sucky my secondary life is!!.. So Please... I beg to any kind souls out there..
Help me..
Loving you was the right thing to do all along.. But how can i let it out from my heart to my tongue and say I LOVE YOU all along?? soon when we meet i hope i have a chance to say that even though u might reject it or doesnt mean anything to you at all.. It wasnt a mistake to Love you!
Well thats it for now
I will do anything for your happiness even if it means sacrificing my love for you.
well till here then
To be continued...
