The more i think about it... the more complicated it gets... I just dont know what to do and all...
been unconcious for quite a while.. finally the blog is alive...
Life full of shit as usual... and yeap i was in camp for 57th that was one of the reason why im not updating and secondly i dont really have anything to update...
57th was really quite an exprience for me... well like i say on my other post each day was quite a day... and esp the last few days of the course... things started settle and its ending... if u guys get what im trying to say... wanna more ask me...
let me just talk abit about 57th... the pop nite was a banng! it was pretty exciting... well of course almost wjla was there except for helmi.. and yeap it was a pretty nice ending to the 3 weeks course... the parade was ok not that great... and the syndicate performance was ok wanna know what was thing for the nite..
Us the instructors...
Man for the few practices that we did i think the performance was pretty awesome... yeah you can look for the performance at WJLA blog... its there and facebook too... and it was pretty much highlight for the nite...
Ouh ya.. She was there.. didnt talk to her or even say hi or did i? nvm bout her... she was happy and yeah thats it... After all that went to hang out and BB MacD... chill for the nite when hme at 2 3 plus...
School started a week ago... and damn its pretty hard this sem.. and impt sem to be exact if i screw this sem up thats it... NS for me.. gotta do well and go for poly... alot fo Computer shits to do IT security some AIX Programme ya alot more... and im still not in any mood to go school... draggin myself each day to school... shall try my very best to yeah study motivate myself blah blah blah...
I have a feeling that i had enough of my passion... its slowly burning off maybe due to the ppl i dont know... maybe its just me who had enough of the whole thing... but the prblm is thats where all the happiness is ok to a certain extent its suck but i kinda enjoy it... i dont know... currently i aint doing my job at all... and ya its driving other ppl nuts and giving aother ppl problem and the root of it its me!!!.. darn i so hate myself... As of now i think im the one who having issues with myself?? we'll see
I really dont know was it me that u were refering to??? cause what you wrote some what happen that nite?? I really dont know.. i guess gotta be thick skin and i assume ur refering to me??? If im sure and i think im sure... yeah i have the same feeling for you too... i wont forget you and i hope you wont forget me... cause i will love you... no matter what had happened or what you had told me... yeap! i will love you...
Well thats it for now
Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream...
well till here then
To be continued...
