One after another...
Just came back from CAMP FEAST 2(CF2)...
it was rather a great exprience as my post was PC for Zulu 6... the company name was rather ridiculus lah Yankee And Zulu... well nthg much for the camp as usual... book in the night b4 had briefing on job scope, the camps blah3 the usual stuffs...
My APC for this camps was Sai And Hashim... well we really work well together as team for the camp... well i told them that we will slack and chill for this time... had some cock up and i really learn alot this time around as a PC...
Just that this camp, the cadets were them F-up... firstly some of them are really snobbish people cant stand it... and out of the sch ACS(I) was the one giving me prblem... Conclusion cadets now are damn pampered...
Just after the camp went down for the opening of the new sea training centre at Upper Seletar Reservoir supposingly for marshalling duty but in the end i did practically nothing cause it was raining... hahx slacked all the way.. hang out with the sea peeps for a while.. they asked me to help out for thier annual kayaking expedition... dont think i can make it... i have more than enough things that i have to juggle with...
Had meeting with members of my Assyakirin Mosque Youth Movement (FITYAN) for the upcoming Mini Heart Camp this Saturday to confirm all the final details of the camp... its not going to be so busy for me i think cause my post will be admin.. so i think i will just sit and type the whole camp... muahhahaha...
the camp is actually about knowing urself better kind of camp... self reflection, spritually , physically , mentally .... so thats abt it... not really quit involve with the camp... but rather stressed is i have alot more up coming event to plan for the year... like the exchange program with Hwa Chong Institution and River Valley High...
and finally the camp that im really been waiting ( i think)
3RD Advance Drill Course
im really scared lah have not prepared for the course as in i have not even memorised my Supernumerary Creed darn it... and the best part many of my Cadet Officers peeps is my trainer..and its going to be a 4days 3 nite camp... arghh.. damn... another long week...
ouh ya... after the fityan meeting... my peep din had a car so he drove me and the others home otw home we went to eat at MR Teh Tarik... here's the best part.. i followed him to change car with his boss cause the car he drove need to be return... then went for test drive at jalan bahar...
damn power lah... MITSUBISHI cars are one hack of a machine... well we when to test see how fast can the car go... the pick up its damn nice lah.. 165 almost 170km/h...
really enjoy it... 1and a half year more and im going to have my license hahax...
Im now in a state where im confused... dont know what to do...
things are just not right... nothing is right or wrong between us...
i cant bear to see her with him but its better for her to be with him
rather than be with me... and according to some people they are just frens..
and she treats me like a friend not more not less???
starts to lose the feeling day by day...
dont leave behind any trace...
well thats it for now....
If the people we love are stolen away from us, the way to have them live on is to never stop loving them. Buildings burn, people die, but real love is forever
well till here then...
To be conitnued....
