A week of NCC...
hahax???
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(quoted by shol) hahax
ok mon nhtg much just sit around at home and look thru paper for a job and went for my gym training as usual..
tues was the start of my NCC week....
when down to hq at abt 5 plus... met my guys taufiq and syafiq at JE int and then make my way to hq blk 245 for my selection for Affirmation Ceremony Colour's Party... well i didnt make it thru darn... due to my stationary drills kebelakang pusing... my flag drill was ok... that was wat SM said... and so im back to my cheerleading for AC... =)
Wed had my liferange also at HQ... there goes my ezlink... Adult fare.. arghh driving me insane...
had lil bit of cock up for range this time and got this GSI fellows doing random inspection during range... and so i was the let me see the usher for that day bring the details for firer in and out.. was quite easy la for my first range.. here comes the best part... half way through i join zhong hong and nick to go for my ADC briefing... woohoo
finally going to be a Supernumerary SOON.. ahahx jyeah man
and so when for the briefing sat there and listen to wat SM gotta say for the whole course... blah3
b4 joining my guys at the amoury to help them clean rifles =)
then when up to west office met wildcats not all.. sat around chat for a while till abt 8 plus then when to Causeway Point to have dinner... then went home.... actually got smthg happen during dinner but dont think it would be appropriate to share...
Thurs went down to hongkah NCC training which was supposed to be my 1st time accessing a sch but hey.. hkss screw up they planned for a wrong thing so there i go walk around the school and did practically nthg... total waste of time i guess...
had training just now.. nthg much also cause part c had their mutual and the other's was having games day which i didnt joined... alot of normal stuffs went to our Local Cafe(LC) enaq had a drink and hang out at our usual spot...
and there u go a week of NCC hahahx
take that!
ermms
ouh ya just for some ppl who dunnoe like my 54th peeps... i used to be emo so ya hahax some of my earlier post was rather emo like wat fangs said hehex
and so im now jst feeling rather screwed up inside me i dunnoe why ??? am i really going insane or wat... things have been really sucky though some was okay like ncc and stuffs but still...
there this feeling inside me and my mind really not helping at all... really...
i may look okay at the outside... but inside only god knows what im feeling.. arghhh.. help.
i may be suffering from smthg here.. dunnoe... issit depression??.. nope dont think so...
well let me just control things and take it a step at a time aites...
i really thing that its impossible that i could be with her...
cause somehow or rather she dont see me as more then a friend??? am i rite?? yeah maybe..
my instinct telling me that... she really deserves someone much and way better than me...
let me just sit here and here my heart cracking....
well thats it for now
I don’t want to wake up and realize what I was dreaming was right in front of my shut eyes. I don’t want to stop saying hellos for fear of saying good-byes
Till Here then
To Be Cointinued...
