Hahhaz that's what went thru my mind on my way hme just now...
before that
Tdy was
Jurongville's Fund-Raising Dinner...
supposed to be the glorious day for JVS NCC tdy cause our Guest of Honour was Mr Lim Boon Heng (Minister in The Prime Minister's Office)
we were supposed to have a Welcome Guard today but it didnt happened cause the proposal sent rejected.. hahx
So ya in the end the sch planned smthg else which was quite easy... Me, Rafiq, Sholihin and Hakim wasn't supposed to be there... the reason we're there is to "kill time" cause we're used to having our fridays filled with ncc activity hahax
ya in the end we so called in charge of UG...
sat around for a while before our dear Mr Bryan Kang find us a table... a Vegetarian table actually which hahahx
so ya nvm jst sit cause y free food hahahx
so ya sat the whole time there jackass-ing gaggagaga
took quite a number of pics.... waitin for shol to upload the pics..
then after the whole vent over continued to cam-whore issit the right term?? jhahah
ya took pics again talked around befor making our way to our usual spot at the canal ahhaa
sat for like abt 5 mins then we cannot tahan thirsty so make pur way to Mr Teh Tarik cause our
usual LC(local cafe) enaq close down or wat i dunnoe hahaa
at teh tarik a few JVSian were that hanging out... so ya sat there chatted for a while then made my way home... rafiq shol wei hao walked hme and hakim went home with syafiq...
so ya
i kept think the line that they said... though it was just a casual remarked it made me seriously think about my life... at first was at the table during the dinner... if im not wrong then looking at the current NCC cadets of my school just reminded me on how i suffered during my sec sch time... all the chao-keng that lead to ppl hating me and stuffs... well just a simple msg to my ncc cadets.. NCC isnt your life but your career in SAF yes...
then at teh tarik as usual talked abt girls then it made me think... some how the fear that history gonna repeat it self is really2 scaring me..
so ya "wake up your bloody idea" i should alway remind myself of this line so that i wont astray to my old ways...
seriously i really appreciate my bros in NCC that hepled me change my ways without them i might be the most hated person???
thnks guys... ouh ya
HAPPY BDAE ABDUL RAFIQ hahax
Love
i just can't seem to be sure of the feeling...
issit love?? or just a passing crush...the only way is to take risk like go straight to girl that kind of stuffs... not so sure..
always hoping for the best...
BUT...
i think that this girl is the one??? im not sure as usual...
hmm
will just keep repeating these words...
I
L
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v
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Y
o
u
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well thats it for now
It’s so easy to think about love, to talk about love, to wish for love. But it’s not always easy to recognize love... even when we hold it in our hands
well till here then
To be continued...