Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Undesirable state

Lack of updates...

cause i dont think there are frequent readers to my blog so ya.. thats the reason...


Quite a week..


Sch been ok... so far... Having quite a hard time coping and understanding all the stupid networking, system admin and a whole lot more... just did my 1st assesment and guess what i failed ahahax ya..

well keep studying?? we'll see...

other than that i applied for a place in Dover student council (SC)

well let see whether i got in or not...

other than that nthg much.. just like another they...



JVS NCC

Had A meeting with our Commanding Officer (CO) at last we had trash out all the things that this new JVS NCC is going to be... well what i can say is that everything looks nice on paper BUT

for me dont know abt the rest... there's this feeling that telling me that it wont be easy thats for sure but the more important thing is whether issit gonna be reality or issit just all talk no action???

ya... somehow i guess we will make sure it becomes reality??

on the lighter side... Probation for my C/offr rank almost ending hahahz

so looking forward to it.. June 10 C/2Lt hahahx wooohoo...

and i seriously missing wildcats... dunnoe whether the rest of us feeling the same way too????




Fityan Assyakirin...

wel my mosque activities is so doubling up... ahahx

yeap alot of projects going to come... went fot a meeting last week for the all the event heads and committee meeting... ya things seemed to be pretty smooth actually...

and alot of events coming up.. ya

And for those ppl out there whoe are keen to join Assyakirin Mosque Youth (Fityan Assyakirin)

just approach me and i'll be more than glad to help u with ur membership...

=)





It all seemed nice...

but like what ppl say a picture say thousand words same as for us human...

on the outside it may look ok... but deep inside only god knows...

there something inside me.. confusing?? maybe??

arghh i dont know... but do i need help???

and it so feel like history gonna repeat itself.. i dont see it happening yet but... i can feel that things are going towards that direction... just hoping for the best.. ya...



Really2 and im serious that im so missing her...

but issit really true this time?? can i trust myself again when it had let me astray till it affected my studies??? hahx i myself still thinking... but if then why am i missing her... im sure theres something more than that...

issit one sided like always... havent got the courage to ask...

waiting...


QuRaIsHiAh





well thats it for now...









Love is rose, but you better not pick it. It only grows while it’s on the vine. A handful of thorns and you know you missed it... you lose your love when you say the word "mine."







well till here then







To be continued...