It hasn't been a great week for me...
lets start hmm with the so call West-Bbq...
it was smthg that i looked foward the whole week... and as usual when i always imagine things iw wont go the way that i want...
well it isnt that bad yet but it isnt that good... get what i mean..
went there with thought that its gonna be wild u know like always west gathering...
some things doesnt feel right that day...
so ya just enjoy my time there... eat then abt 8 we made our back... the plan was to go to bukit batok meet fahmy and play soccer in the end cancelled so i join wildcats at Mac... sat around chatted for a while then went home...
My nearest event is coming up the BBQ fiesta '08
Things may may not go well on that they which is this saturday...
it should be okay... but just that im sure there will be people nt happy with small stupid hiccups thats going to happen... hierachy lah protocols lahh.. ya its standard operation protocols (SOP) but its like just a bbq... sometime i just think why is there such people.. but nevermind...
lets just do it... and do it my best! as usual...
School was okay.. but u know things always dont look like what it seemed...maybe ist just to good to be true...facing the facts slowly...and im kinda sure somehow history gonna repeat itself again sooner or later...
Why WHY why???
its not just sch but it effect everything ncc too??? which i thought wasnt going to happen but like i say again its too good to be true... its just me?? or isnt...
and can sense the slight drift..? issit my feelings or its a fact... but im sure theres the drift and im trying my very best to move things up... the more i try the more we're apart...
i need you... here right now...
cant help it... the fear is in me... the dark history will soon repeat... and i guess i'l have to be my old self?? trying my very best not to bring back that side of me ... but the environment and the surroundings is making me doing that!
its been a pleasure serving... but i guess the time is up???
well thats it for now
Love is hardest to find and easiest to lose. We recognize a true love when we realize that the only one who can console us is the one who caused the pain.
well till here then
To be continued...
