I've been saying to myself day after... reminding myself
NO SACRIFICE NO VICTORY
Ive been getting the f-up feeling this past few days evrytime i go to school which i dunnoe y??
also like i always say things are always too good to be true...
i was enjoying my first few weeks of school.. but things doesnt always look like it seemed.. issit going to happen again??
im not sure...
so i hope that i can blend in with the ppl in dover... just go through everything and pass with a good GPA...s ound so easy but it ain't easy...
On a lighter side last Saturday BBQ FIESTA '08 was actually quite great... well as usual i was in charge of logistics and Food and Beverage... thanks to fir who came down on that they although he had other matters to attend to but the did came down...
ya i was the Chef of the day... YEAH... Bbbq-ing that they was awesome the charcoal was great the heat was just nice... everything seem to went into place nicely... yeah so i was like in front of the bbq pit for like the whole evening till night... didnt really care much of what happen with the programme...
overall its fun and great.. and lots lots of experience gained... I now you now public no need to noe...
haahax
hanged out with my Jvs NCC Peeps.. its been a long time since i hanged out with everyone been missing alot this few weeks.. well emoing... cant help it... i'll get to that later... it was great hanging out with rafiq's quirks at library... was really funny... weihao laughed till he cried
ahaahaha yeah too bad im goona miss the training tmr cause dwn for student council stuffs at dover...
side tracking
i now how u feel... been there b4 situation like this its hard to go through... but dont worry or dwell abt it.. just have faith in urself and dont ever say u r wrong cause u r not... things might not always be on urside... cause if its always on urside than its not life... k?
so just pick it up and be strong the next time this happen nothing can stop u...
Im always here 24/7...
ok back...
im missing her so so badly...
still waiting...
shud i go for it..??
or just wait here in silent and in the end someone else gets her.. and i'll be emo
like wat i always do??
please if its true show me a sign....
well thats it for now....
I wished on a star, every single night. I would never give up. I'd wish with all my might. Till finally I realized my wish came true, when you realized you loved me too
well till here then
To be continued...
