Week Updates..
this post was supposed to be up much earlier but due to my lazyness i didnt publish this post...
where oh where shud i start...
frm what u guys readis time in the last post... just to share that this time i kinda mess things up a lil bit... haha confessions and more of it ahaha
ok im so so not in position..
well Jannah said that she cant accept me... and she said that we still can be friends.. ahah
as for me... im kinda like fine with it... like i always do understand understood... it was a passing one shudnt have did what i did...
well whats done its done ive said my piece and shall not regret at least i like tell my feelings rather than keeping it inside me like i always do... which kinda good at times...
keeping things may not always be a good choice but its the most safe as it wont land u in hot soup?? like me... so gotta really figure things out properly from now on
The Other day I talked to BFF with regards on my recent postings and stuffs... so ya i t told her everything.. and after i told her everything.. im like ok..
then she started hinting me on asking whether i have anything to tell her..
and guess what i told almost everything that i had wanted to tell her since god knows when.
and it kinda feel sad... cause if i were to tell her earlier things might just be different or issit??
well whats done its done gotta move on yaw...
just hopes the best for her...
and now its me myself and I or not?
Ouh ya
13th July
HaPPy BDae To Me
and ya i would like to give my HeaRT FELT THANKS to all who wished me... regardless of the medium MSN Friendster Tagged SMS and ya... Special thanks to Ly for the Morning call... thanks! ahhax
a Big Thank you to all..
its really a joy to know that quite number of ppl remembered my bdae!...
THANK YOU again...
also to my Cuzzies Sis Ayu for the shirt u bought.. it fits nicely lah ahahah
17.. just a number.. still same old me...
This year was kinda like a Family affair celebration cause coincidentally my aunt had a kenduri so they invited my family to come down... and since my family really on a tight budget.. so ya it ws the best choice...
and really It Was ALL SMILE...
and other than that seeing her was like a WOW for me.. what else can i ask for my bdae.. A smile frm her was like the best thing..
ok this her im refering to she is like hmm how shud i put it... i dunnoe but some howh seeing her was like ahhhh ... and ya this is the part that made me think.. wow.. ok is she the real one...
ok pardon me... ya but its me.. and she is actually a crush from the past... ya.. ok i noe.. what u guys are thinking that i dont make right decision and cock up... like what they always say btol tk shol fiq? ahax
well ya i know and i hope she is going to read this post...
Please let me talked to you gal.. we can work things out... and i seriously hope its not one e sided unless i read the wrong sign of the smiling and stares frm u the other day during my bdae...
so ya... hope that u get this message k?
ok
to cuz Sis Ain thanks for letting me share and talked to you ya! ahah great to share thoughts wit ya...
thanks again...
ouhkay ive said my piece its almost 2.40 in the morning...
still have my JPD Project to chiong for tml presentation...
Well thats it for now
well till here then
To be continued...
