This post shud be up way2 before today but hey wth rite?
So ya National Day was last Saturday... so how did i celebrated mine?? hmm
Working!
Yeah then after work went to waterfront to catch the fireworks... and and not to forget all the crappyness from hanging out wit my Fityan crew and then wit my NCC peeps...
it was one long day... well what happened was in the midst of people clearing up me and bro wanted to get to the esplanade side after the fireworks to meet my NCC peeps.. and we actually had to walk all over the place and to find out that here close there close... in the end had to walk one big round... through the underpass at some place i forget the name...hehx
yeah then finally meet them... took some photos then hang out at starbucks sit and TCS yup..
then walk to marina square... then hang out at MacD till abt 2 plus b4 making my way home ...
The Sun morning had silat training and as usual come late.. ahah
cmon i slept at 4 woke up at 9 how cool?? trained for my performance yup!!! it shud be ok now...
so do come down this coming Sunday if u wanna see my performance!!!
hmm
yeah.. thats abt it i guess... since national day i guess things been ok la for me beside all the crappy and shitty scarstic jokes that is always on me... not saying that im fine wit it just that its been like 4 yrs that i gone trough so why bother retaliate?? so ya just bare wit it i guess??
Ystd while on my way to sch.... i ponder on things.. trying to figure out y things is always on me?? well somehow i got the answer but no solution to it... speaking of which my only solution to it is actually to just beat the person that causing this to a pulp.. but hey fighting isnt a good solution though is a solution but the world isnt fair...
its Life... the rich mock at the poor... the Big bully the small... smart mocks at the no so smart and like me always being pushed around.. then when retaliate ade je like...'eh relek ah abeh binget' or 'lah kene sikit jek nak binget' or even 'win mcm biase jgk'...
this kind of thing that makes me like who cares their mouth rite so ya layan kn jek....
its always about mocking the weak to make the person feel more inferior and to get their self-esteem high.. rite??
so here i am just sitting here going through the same cycle each time when i hang out or just sit around wit them...
but hey like i said i dont mind i think??
Ouh ya
Alone again?? so familiar... hey girl.. dont be sad or dwendle on things... well just remember that this little conflicts could actually make ur relationship better or worst?? so ya try to look arounfd and fined the right answer... love its always like that to me... The ones that you love the most, are usually the ones that hurt you the most...
so ya chill aite.. if u wanna talk to someone.. feel free to just beep me up... i could lend my ear... just to hear ur prblems aite...
hmm
said my piece... finally there are more but save it for some other post ..
well thats it for now
Life is either a daring adventure or nothing. To keep our faces toward change and behave like free spirits in the presence of fate is strength undefeatable
well till here then
To be continued...
