been asking this question for the past few days...
Sch?? ITE??? Private O????
the decision making is actually not that difficult... what makes me so fickle minded abt this is actually my mum...
And now out of all this i have to sacrifice my rank not really sacrifice just that have to stop. reason being im not in tertiary edu.. which is correct la SOP...
to some ppl might think im crazy or smthng but if u r passionate abt something then u should know how it feels to lose smthng precious...
same goes for signing on SAF as a career to some its like are crazy or what??? but to those who passionate it will be a totally diffrent view... field camps not bahting for 7 days... wth...
This is what that make me think of going to ITE... on the other hand i kept thinking about my mum... i feel so guilty letting her down that is why i chose to go back to school but didnt know it would be this difficult as in for my ncc...
twin is doing so well ah although stuck in RP which is totally ridiculus for a 14 pointer.. but his doing fine...( i guess )
dont why must it be always me who spoil it on the family... am i jinx or what???ARGGHHH
there is still chance for me to change my mind ( i think ) BUT i going to be screwed big time for making a fickle minded decision...
TICK TOK TICK TOK.... clocks ticking and i still can decide whether i have made the right choice?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
So should i cant really think right now...
should i follow my head, heart, both or none....
Why do others make it look so easy scoring 10 11 12... but still they are not happy and i dunnoe why... shouldnt they be happy... cmon la whats 10 11 comparing to 31????
i look thru the ITE website... and i realise its not so bad after all....
well i think i will find my final stand....
NO SACRIFICE NO VICTORY
Love
Just keeping this feeling inside me...
when the time comes i will tell...
For now...
loving her from a distance is the only thing im able to do now...
well thats it for now...
Knowing you love someone is easy. Saying it out loud is the hard part.
well till here then
to be continued....
